Definitely, a cure, or at least a vaccination against Type 1 diabetes. Even if it doesn't benefit me, I don't want others to have to go through what I do. And equally, a cure for cancer.

I'm an ugly fat cow and I will never be liked. My best freakin' friend is the thin, smart one and she wants to be thinner. Whoop-de-doo, and I'm the fat, stupid, ugly one who'll be 2nd best at everything.

:(

So fat. I must be thin.

I'm so scared. So scared I'm going to fail and I'll forever be fat, and nothing will change. I want to be smaller smaller smaller smaller.

I can't fail. I cannot fail. I will do this.

Radiohead-Creep

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

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i ♥ you simultaneous equations, and all your simultaneous equation-ness.